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Saturday, 24 November 2007

  • gahh...
    i feel like im losing all my old best friends...
    just one fight, could lead to the loss of 7years of friendship...not any friendship...but best friends...
    ...
    i cant seem to express anything i feel in words...
    it's painful...
    and now, another one of my best friends doesnt seem to give a damn about me or our friendship, and i dont even know what i did. i mean....she used to come to me for the slightest problem...and now she's like i dont know...i dont care...

    i mean, if i did change, i really didnt mean to. i come from an international school. it's quite a different culture and background.
    even the slighest tease could anger my friends...and i didnt mean to...but, they seem a lil bit too sensitive.
    this sentence would probably even offend them.

    i cant go on like this...


Saturday, 01 September 2007

  • I'll be with you soon, my Dear

    i look at the moon with my teary eyes,
    the candle light grows ever so dim,
    seeing your face flashin in my mind,
    and thoughts of holding u comes back to me.

    how i long to be with you,
    and to share this love with you,
    maybe one day it'll come true,
    maybe one day that will never come

    i count the days as we're apart,
    the numbers that i can bear no longer.
    and yet i still keep my heart open,
    open so that u might still return.

    the stars glow so very brightly,
    just like how my love glows for you.
    i stare into the stary night,
    wondering if u too were lookin at me.

    remember the day we saw each other ?
    and i saw ur eyes sparkle ?
    when we kissed in the rain,
    and swore not to ever let go ?

    immense pain overcomes my heart,
    to think that u have left for heaven .
    and yet i smile with my tears flowing,
    as you've overcomed your fears and gone with god.

    i remember it as if it were yesterday,
    where i wore my black suit to your grave.
    holding flowers in one hand,
    and holding ur locket in the other hand.

    i close my eyes and think of you,
    and soon i'd join you in the clouds.
    would you still recongize me ?
    after all these years which have passed.

    holding your locket and keeping it safe,
    i long to see you once again.
    it will be very soon my dear,
    till we'll meet each other face to face.

    Hanrick
    1st Sept 2006
     

Thursday, 30 August 2007

  • love in nature's form

    Fonder grows the love that glows in absence  lonely light,
    I count the days til you will rest safe in my arms at night;
    In times as these, when life decrees that we must be apart
    I glimpse, in nature glory, true reflections of your heart.
     
    As summer evening falls, and the soft horizon calls
    The golden sun to rest within her endless wings of blue,
    Her burning heart will sleep beneath the nightfall starry keep;
    Across the ocean deep, she heralds twilight purple hue.
     
    The sun-kissed breeze so calming as it brushes against my cheek;
    The jewel-spangled beams that play their games of hide and seek;
    Remind me of your sweet caress, and strolls along the sand,
    The tender warmth of your soft lips, the touch of your dear hand.
     
    The last rays kiss the leaves that shimmer in the trees so tall,
    As dappled shadows dance around your picture on the wall;
    The sweet songbird, she calls to me, her evening hymn to share,
    Then father time begins to chime his haunting mellow air.
     
    As echoes of the night-time steal away the seagull cries;
    The rolling song of lapping surf is hushed by mist that lies
    In valleys brushed with heather that slope down to sandy shores;
    This little piece of heaven is forever mine and yours.
     
    Though all these years has nature shed her colours over the scene,
    A home without a heart is like a girl without a dream;
    When you alone safe home return, to cradle in my arms,
    Our souls shall rest in true love blessed with nature tranquil charms.

Tuesday, 28 August 2007

  • Children

    in a place filled with warmth and love,
    i see them smiling back at me,
    how i have taken advantage,
    of the little things in my life.

    they came running to me,
    and i embraced them in my arms.
    holding back my every tear,
    i tried not to cry.

    they smile and they laugh,
    as if nothing else matters,
    the simplest things in life,
    they appreciate till the end.

    a little one ran up to me,
    i asked him what he wanted.
    and his answer left me in tears.
    all he ask for was colour pencils.

    looking back at my life again,
    how very blessed i was,
    to have a home to return to,
    to be loved unconditionally.

    all that they have today, 
    is only the love they have for each other.
    but never do they complain,
    why god put them in this position.
    and yet me who has everything,
    complain even about the food i eat

    wad life has in stored for them
    they do not know,
    yet never do they worry.
    taking life a step at a time.

    through the eyes of the young ones,
    war, murder and rape,
    they ceased to exist.
    why is it ever so hard,
    for us just to stop,
    and take a good look at ourselves.

    they are only children,
    they lack the sense of maturity we have.
    and yet, how embarrasing it is
    for us who have the upper hand,
    to start the violence in the world today.

    god made these lovely children,
    god made a beautiful miracle.
    children,
    are the pieces of heaven on earth

    Hanrick

    - my last visit to the orphanage made me think a lot. the kids were hardly 5
      and were already abandoned by their parents. they had the really innocent look
      and u really, really had to hold your tears back. the world is a cruel place, and
      it is hard for them to grow up without love and support. thus, this poem was born. 

  • Love

    love,
    a beautiful thing,
    a gift from God;
    as pure as snow,
    as innocent as a newborn.

    love,
    was meant for you both;
    how nice it is,
    to have someone;
    blessed are you,
    to have each other.

    Sincerity yet simplicity,
    how sweet your love is for each other.
    unconditional love,
    you have almost reached.
    the sweet scent of love,
    is among you again.

    days come and go,
    but your love for each other,
    stays forever.
    amazing it is,
    how your love maintains.

    both of you,
    my best friends;
    full of joy,
    to see you both,
    standing there,
    holding hands.
    what a miracle,
    God has made.

    dedicated to Ronald and Joey

    Hanrick

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